Z.A.S.

You entered: Zuhaili Asy-Syakur Bin Mohd. KhalidThere are 29 letters in your name.
Those 29 letters total to 138
There are 11 vowels and 18 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 3

The characteristics of #3 are: Expression, verbalization, socialization, the arts, the joy of living.

The expression or destiny for #3:
An Expression of 3 produces a quest for destiny with words along a variety of lines that may include writing, speaking, singing, acting or teaching; our entertainers, writers, litigators, teachers, salesmen, and composers. You also have the destiny to sell yourself or sell just about any product that comes along. You are imaginative in your presentation, and you may have creative talents in the arts, although these are more likely to be latent. You are an optimistic person that seems ever enthusiastic about life and living. You are friendly, loving and social, and people like you because you are charming and such a good conversationalist. Your ability to communicate may often inspire others. It is your role in life to inspire and motivate; to raise the spirits of those around you.

The negative side of number 3 Expression is superficiality. You may tend to scatter your forces and simply be too easygoing. It is advisable for the negative 3 to avoid dwelling on trivial matters, especially gossip.

Your Soul Urge number is: 7

A Soul Urge number of 7 means:
With a number 7 Soul Urge you are very fond of reading, and retreating to periods of being alone and away from the disruptions of the outer world. You like to dream and develop you idealistic understandings, to study and analyze, to gain knowledge and wisdom. You may be too laid back and withdrawn to really succeed in the business world, and you will be much more comfortable in circumstances that are tolerant of your reserve, your analytical approach, and your desire to use your mind rather than your physical being.

You are very timid around people that you don’t know very well, so much so at times that casual conversation and social situations can be strained. You tend to repress your emotions to the extend that some people have a good bit of difficult understanding you. You tend to be very selective with friends and you don’t easily adapt to new environments or to new people very quickly.

The negative traits of the 7 include becoming too much the introvert and isolated from others.

Your Inner Dream number is: 5

An Inner Dream number of 5 means:
You dream of being totally free and unrestrained by responsibility. You see yourself conversing and mingling with the natives in many nations, living for adventure and life experiences. You imagine what you might accomplished.

I have to agree most with the last paragraph. I do LOVE to travel and see what life is like in other countries. In fact, traveling the world is one of my goals in life.

I HATE responsibility. It sucks because when people depend on you and you fail, the feeling you get is just horrible. And when responsibility over something is thrust upon you, people always expect you to behave in a certain manner. Failure to do so results in people thinking negatively of you. Responsibility sure is stifling.

Also, i do tend to imagine what my accomplishments are. Call it daydreaming, but i consider it a goal because it does translate into action

Miss Lee is leaving!!!!!!!!

To quote her:

Officially unemployed!!!

Such sad news greeted 37/09 on the first day of school after the MYCT ‘s.

Well, it cannot be denied that she will be missed dearly but i just wished that she had screamed at us one last time during her farewell speech before she left! Especially her signature POHYIHAO!

3rd July

A reason for celebration!

Well, besides the point that the HORRIBLE mid-year common tests had  ended the day before, the 3rd of July marks the birth of an extremely intelligent guy a.k.a. me! (You can choose to counter this if you want) and as of 2010, Zuhaili Asy-Syakur Bin Mohd Khalid Marican is 18years old!

What’s great about having your birthday on a long weekend (the following monday was youth holiday for the students!) is the fact that you get three celebrations back to back!!!! I’m pretty much a family-oriented guy, so i celebrated mostly with my family members.

So, on the 3rd of July itself, my twin and i celebrated our birthday with our maternal relatives at Changi Beach. We started pretty late at around 8pm because the much of the day was spent preparing for the barbecue ie. marinading the chicken, the prawns and preparing the sambal for the grilled stingray. (Quite a pity that the birthday boy had to prepare the food by himself on the day of his birthday). That aside, the bbq wasnt that bad, save for the wet weather.

The following day was spent with my paternal side instead. We had some sort of  a cousin’s outing where we had a picnic at the Palawan Beach and most of the cousins attended, after which we had a karaoke session, by which time Syiqah and Syireen had left. The cousins decided to pull an all-nighter so we proceeded to Qusyairi’s house after we were done with karaoke-ing, where we sat all night talking bout random things like the King and the next cousin’s outing.

The following Monday was SUPPOSED to be reserved for friends but i was too tired to even go for my our birthday lunch. I even missed my own NS Medical checkup! GYL was pissed because she planned it but i got another pleasant surprise when i came back to school and was presented with a shirt from my friends and a box of Wonka’s Bottlecaps from Chuan En!

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR MAKING MY BIRTHDAY A GREAT ONE!

Bad.

Bad.

Bad.

Bad.

Well, with the exception of math of course, the rest of the papers were either bad, especially History, or only okay!

The good thing is now  that its ended , I’m FREE to celebrate my 18th birthday and meet my cousins this sunday. On another note, NS medical checkup looms near!!!!!!! And i dont know how to feel: scared? excited?

P.S. GYL IS A MAN!

Honestly, i dont really know how to feel regarding the econs common tests. The first case study was rather challenging compared to the 2nd one. Questions like ‘Growth and greenery are compatible. Discuss’  were given where we were required to really interpret the questions before answering. Qustions are not as straigtfoward now are they?

The case was the same for the essays where the 1st question was much harder compared to the second one. Well, now that econs is done, i guess i shant talk much about it. I’d have to practice my math and read up on my lit stuff in preparation for tomorrow’s papers.

Moving on, i’m really looking foward to the end of the week with the end of the common tests and my birtday celebaration with the family coming up! Turning legal real soon and i really cant wait! And i will probably sign up for my driver’s license next week

On replay on iTunes: Billionaire!

The MYCT’s has officially started and not on a good note.

GP was the first paper and did absolutely NOTHING to prepare myself for it. The essay was manageable but it was the comprehension component that was hard. Fine, the questions were easy but the writing of the passage was such that it made understanding a tad difficult. Had to reread the passage a couple of times after i perused it so i can get a ‘feel’ of what the demands of the paper were. Not hoping much for this MYCT’s anyway.

I took back my marked history assignments and the dismal results did nothing but to add to the increasing pressure.  I submitted 4 essays and 1 UN SBQ and got all back but 1 essay. 3 essays and 1 UN SBQ question: the exact format for the history MYCT’s. I added my score for the various componenets and my total mark was a 45. An E grade! Now thats depressing!

So tomorrow will be the econs paper and safe to say, i’m not really prepared. But what the hell, i’ll just try to cramp everything in and pray that things will work out. Good luck to me!

And like i said, i’m not expecting much from myself for this MYCT

One word basically sums up my holidays this June: Uneventful

Save for Shanghai and the various cousin outings, the holidays were pretty much boring. I spent A LOT of days rotting at home, practically doing nothing and failed to revise (properly) for the upcoming mid years common tests. 

Shanghai was GREAT: the people, the shopping, the sightseeing, the temperature and the food (well, not so much) was all to my liking. The 9 days i spent in Shanghai with the rest of the peeps were teriffic and I had a blast mingling with the people from the other North zone JC’s.

And the cousins finally went out together after SOOO LONG! We basically did the typical: shopping, amwhoring, catching up, etc

None theless, the rest of the holidays were REALLY unproductive. I would literally sit at home and rot the day and night away. I’ll tell myself to study and as usual, i’ll not listen to myself, only to regret it the following day. I managed to snap out of the vicious cycle by the last week of the holidays though, where i really began to mug but alas, it was a tad too late. Too little time, too much content. It definitely felt like a repeat of the O levels. I seriously have to shock myself out of this horrible habit of mine! The A’s are the last exams i’ll have to ever sit for and i MUST do well so my life plan will be in track.

With the pressure of school and the need (and want to do well), i was greeted with another piece of bad news: the passing of my ‘grandmother’. It was shocking indeed because it happened out of the blue. She was not sick and had not been. The scary part was that she died just after we left the house. It really got me thinking that death can strike anyone at any age, any time and any place.Who knows, i might even die tomorrow.

The last day of the holidays was spent meaningfully at my cousin’s engagement. Met up with my cousins on my dad’s side and celebarted Kak Irah’s engagement. Syiqah, Syireen,Ariq my twin and I had fun teasing people on Omegle and Chatroulette! A great ending to a not-so-great holiday i guess( didn’t achieve much: too little revision and my sleep deficit is much larger now).

Anyways, the cousins are planning to go for a picnic this coming Sunday at Sentosa, just a day after MY birthday and I seriously can’t wait! But for now, i have to concentrate on what’s at hand first: the Mid-year Common Tests

GP  is the first paper tomorrow (and by that, I actually mean in a few hours time) and i’m still not asleep. FML

Life and death in all but two days

I’ve been spending way too much on clothes and accessories Although i know for a fact that i’m overspending, i find myself unable to stop! I SERIOUSLY NEED TO STOP SHOPPING! HELP ME SOMEONE!

A two-year plan.

A decision to make.

California OR New York?

My twin and i have both decided that we will visit the US by the end of our NS years. Ever since our individual trips overseas; mine to Paris and Shanghai and my twin’s to Cambodia and Japan, we have grown to love traveling the world.

Hence, it was no surprise that i agreed to my twin’s brainchild! That of traveling to the US by the time we’re 20 of course! The plan as of now is to save during our NS years and go on a 2 week long holiday to New York/California with the money saved. (totally self-funded) We even checked out the airfare, accommodation, sights and sounds, etc.

Crazy you might think? No. Just early preparation that’s all.